For the emo peeps up in here

Recurring Depression
Oh beautiful day.
You find me here
sad and depressed;
not content with
what you have given me.

Why must I be so sad?
I do not want to be.
To be happy,
that is my only wish.

I'm confused
Why does life
have to be this way?

As hard as I try
to be happy
I always fall to suicidal
thoughts.

I help others
when they are in distress.
Why won't others
help me?

Maybe they are.
Maybe I am the problem.
Probably, we are both
the problem.

And I am trying
as hard as I can
to fix us.
I hope it is working,
I think it is working.
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do you hate me yet??
do you hate me yet??
i made the mistake
im the one that lied
im the one that said goodbye
i ruined your life
so
do you hate me yet??
i broke promises
told all the lies
started the fights
i let you blame yourself
but i guess now that ive had a break
i see more clearly
i made the mistakes
i should pay more close attention next time
so
do you hate me yet??
for all the pain ive caused you??
do you hate me yet??
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This ish awesome
Tear Me Apart
Scream me to sleep
into a deep slumber of misery
don't save me
when the nightmares
invade my mind.

Rip my heart open
but you will only find hate
you have scared the love
away.

Destroy my future
and crush my hopes
don't stop to see
if I'm alive.

Tear me apart
I don't care anymore
you aren't a parent
you're a murderer.
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This one is awesome, too...
Welcome to Hell
I hear
the heart-wrenching screams
of the children who aren't
wanted.

I see
an old man trembling
from the chattering of the demons
inside his skull.

I hear
the little girl crying
because they can't find a cure
she will always be
numb.

I see
the blood left on the floor
from a failed attempt
to escape all
misery.

I hear
the babbling of teens
telling sickening stories
of the life they never
wanted.

Welcome to Hell.
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Thankies, Moon